Sunday, March 25, 2007

To Matthew....



Hey handsome,


I had a great day today. I did awesome on my french horn solo at church and I can tell the baby really loves music because every time I play she starts moving all around. I figure I would rather call the baby she just so I dont have to keep calling her "it" which sounds so harsh. Even though we don't know yet for sure that we are having a girl. Everyone is talking of buying pink, but remember to remid everyone, we dont know for sure that we are having a girl yet, so either keep the receipts or wait just 3 more weeks for a definitive ultrasound!


This was a hard week for us. So much happened in both of our lives and we were unable to share in it together. I cannot wait for you to come home so that we can enjoy our lives together instead of having so much unknown to each other like we are right now. Roxy girl seems to be feeling better a little bit, we will see if she can make it through the night without tee-teeing in her kennel. Last night broke my heart with her crying so I hope she doesnt do it again. I think the medicine is working really well though and it is slowly clearing up. I had Kristi take a picture of me or two for you, so there they are. I took a nice nap today and had a wonderful dream about when you get home. It was that I was sleeping on the couch with the baby on me when you came home from work and saw us laying there. I imagined you kissing me and picking up our baby and I wake up to you two playing on the floor with Roxy and Hurley laying close by. What a sweet, precious family I have. I could not ask for a better husband or best friend. Thank you for doing what you are doing even though it means being away during the hardest time. You are my American hero and I am beyond words proud of you. I pray for you every day, all day and know you will come home just as soon and safely as you can. Thank you for being you and being my husband. I love you so much more than words will ever express. See you soon.


Love,

Your Angel

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